That is an epic display of patience and good intention right there, maybe Nid (hello!) can rename your forum account to "Ghandi", … much more fitting than "Divide" in this context.

The topic of communication between community and staff has always been, and still is somewhat cringeworthy.

Might be a good idea to "waste" some dev time and take a step back to focus on the process of testing and how the NST and community contributions can best be streamlined/facilitated. Frustration is a very real problem now for anyone who shares a passion for Neocron, which I assume includes the fading NST staff.