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Does anyone know where you can take an insanity test ?
I fear I am going insane from the thoughts in my mind.
Locked up anger, hate, love, fear theyre all tormenting me.
I dont know what to do, who to ask.
I want nothing for christmas, but to be freed from the imprisonment of my mind, and the boundaries of my heart.
plz..... if u got one post linky plz.. cant find any anywhere.
TheDuckMan
23-12-03, 08:20
Well, try going to church, you sound possessed.
Or if you dont beleive in that,
Atleast your sane enough to realize your going insane. And those emotions your feeling, you sounds, well human. We all feel that way sometimes (i think). Maybe gettin a hobby or gettin laid would help? :)
Mumblyfish
23-12-03, 08:27
http://www.purplepussy.net/comics/puss20031219.jpg
Shadow Dancer
23-12-03, 08:29
Mumbly that cartoon is horrible and in bad taste IMO.
Calm down, take a deep breath and relax.
Sounds like you may have some anxiety built up over something.
See your Doctor and tell him what's going on.
Here are some links that might help, but see your Doctor!
http://www.effexorxr.com/a/a20.asp
http://www.amenclinic.com/treenic/default.asp
http://www.depressionforums.com/forum/ikonboard.cgi?s=3fe79bc87f2dffff&
Originally posted by Mumblyfish
http://www.purplepussy.net/comics/puss20031219.jpg
Like shadow said, this is the most tasteless thing I have ever seen. You know people that are like this and you think its funny? Its horrible and makes me sick to be honest.. I love how imature Neocron community has become..
Originally posted by Kasumi
Like shadow said, this is the most tasteless thing I have ever seen. You know people that are like this and you think its funny? Its horrible and makes me sick to be honest.. I love how imature Neocron community has become..
yea this about sums them up...
http://www.purplepussy.net/comics/puss20031117.gif
... edit: The original poster. Go see a doctor. The worst thing you can do is go look for a website... well unless that website tells you the voices in your head are being broadcasted in by major league baseball satallites which are being controlled by a top secret government group known as 'the 12' who run everyone all over the world (including the illuminati) and that the only way to save yourself is to buy baking foil and wrap the stuff around your head .... other then that go see a doctor.
Originally posted by Mumblyfish
http://www.purplepussy.net/comics/puss20031219.jpg
Its just not funny. o_O
Go see the doc, i suffer from something similar and a nice chat with the doc helped me alot, im not posting specifics cuz im not a doc and cant tell u exactly, so go get looked at and u will be cool!
TheDuckMan
23-12-03, 12:30
I think we've all felt that way before... we just weren't as poetic about it... heh
I felt that way before... infact it was when my grandma died... i was so used to seeing her everyday then heh, then i found out she died right after that worst day of school imaginable. I would have problems breathing because I would just get so worked up inside and so tense, but not show any of it, that I came damn close to passin out and went to the docs... after he told me what was wrong... we talked, i felt better. Pretty much what Ka0s was saying.
Where here for ya naimex
ta m8s.. iŽll go see a doc soon. just gotta find out when hes got a time for me.
Originally posted by Archeus
yea this about sums them up...
.... well unless that website tells you the voices in your head are being broadcasted in by major league baseball satallites which are being controlled by a top secret government group known as 'the 12' who run everyone all over the world (including the illuminati) and that the only way to save yourself is to buy baking foil and wrap the stuff around your head .... other then that go see a doctor.
DUDE!!!!
thats a simpsons episode....
bart becomes einstein uber smart and takes out one of those "the 12" satellites with a tank.
other than that, naimex ask your parent to take you to a mental health consultation. That will get things started. Maybe all you need is someone to talk to. If its worse than that they have medicine to help with your predicament. It's best to take care of it as soon as possible, the longer you leave it alone, the harder it becomes to control and fix.
if you are of age, seek a professional consultation. Your medical plan should cover it. What do you have to loose. All you have is room to gain. Don't just let it be.
Matthew.v.smith
23-12-03, 13:06
Originally posted by Mumblyfish
http://www.purplepussy.net/comics/puss20031219.jpg
I'm not even going to comment....
actually yes I am is that supposed to be funny?? some people might actually feel like that this christmas!
Alone,No family,no friends etc. then u go and make a joke out of it
Take a hike.
Matty.
o_O
DOCTOR GO NOW
U still here ffs go to the doctor
seriousaly some of my friends went this way one toped him self the other is on drugs for it, and one last one is still insane and braged his way outa tharapy now go see doctor
no go see doctor now
Original monk
23-12-03, 13:33
i didnt find the cartoon offensive, its quite funny lol
but if humour doesnt help, and you keep feeling bad and being serieus like a robot about everything then the doctor can prescribe you some good legal dope:
http://users.pandora.be/original/pro.bmp
now fo serieus, if youre bored or lonely during christmas come over to my place im home alone anyway: its in antwerp and i have a small lan if ya wonna play neocron badly :) and i have a minibar (better call it maxibar) and all herbs you may need :) a fun christmas guaranteed :P PARTYTIME :P
But if its to far then ya can yust invite yourself with some people ya know somewhere, disturbing other peoples christmas is fun also hehe
original if every1 was as friendly and chilled as u, xmas would be a joy for all :)
Nice to know there are some ppl on the boards who do give a shit :)
Happy Xmas all :) :) :) :) :) :) :angel: :) :) :) :) :) :)
Originally posted by Original monk
now fo serieus, if youre bored or lonely during christmas come over to my place im home alone anyway: its in antwerp and i have a small lan if ya wonna play neocron badly :) and i have a minibar (better call it maxibar) and all herbs you may need :) a fun christmas guaranteed :P PARTYTIME :P
I really have to get my passport renewed...
KramerTheWeird
23-12-03, 15:21
mumblyfish...
why... why did you post that comic? why? you have no idea what you've helped cause...
JackScratch
23-12-03, 20:54
OK, I agree that mumblies post was in very poor taste, now lets discuss the dozen or so reposting as quotes of that cartoon. What is wrong with you people?
Depression at this time of year is very comon, Christmas is not nearly the joyus holiday it has been marketed to be. As for dealing with it, a doctor is good if you believe it is serious enough, but I will tell you what the best way to cure it is, get away from the damn computer, go outside your home and do something, anything, get up and go go go. There is nothing more depressing than liveing like e hermit, only leaveing the house when you absolutely, positively have to. Engageing in physical activities will help you in almost every way possible, it will make you feel better both mentaly and physicaly. Add to that as much human companionship as you can muster and you will be good to go. Hope this helps.
Originally posted by Mumblyfish
http://www.purplepussy.net/comics/puss20031219.jpg
Am I being stupid if I say I don't get it? what's that thing saying kill yourself?
Also - I'm looking forward to my first christmas alone.
Phear my angst!
--
I stretch and yawn
laugh and cry
shout and yell
But your not paying any attention
I burn in fever
my skin so pale
you would mistake me as
dead
But your not paying any attention
I rant and moan
bitch and whine
I type out all my feelings
But your not paying any attention
I suffer
I'm hurt
My heart is broken
But your not paying any attention
I told you how I felt
shared all my thoughts with you
I showed you my soul
But your not paying any attention
Now I lie dead here
my wrists cut open
a puddle of blood next to me
Now I have your attention.
--
Originally posted by Original monk
i didnt find the cartoon offensive, its quite funny lol
but if humour doesnt help, and you keep feeling bad and being serieus like a robot about everything then the doctor can prescribe you some good legal dope:
http://users.pandora.be/original/pro.bmp
now fo serieus, if youre bored or lonely during christmas come over to my place im home alone anyway: its in antwerp and i have a small lan if ya wonna play neocron badly :) and i have a minibar (better call it maxibar) and all herbs you may need :) a fun christmas guaranteed :P PARTYTIME :P
But if its to far then ya can yust invite yourself with some people ya know somewhere, disturbing other peoples christmas is fun also hehe
Ill come since I only live 5 mins away from you and the maxibar/herbs thinggie sounds FUN!
Liquid_Ice
24-12-03, 00:42
Originally posted by Mumblyfish
http://www.purplepussy.net/comics/puss20031219.jpg
haha .... That cracks me up!!!
Honestly I don't know you but do hope you feel better..
I must say for anyone to not hold enough reguard for their own life and kill themselves leads me to think "why should I care if they didn't".. So to all the people that stupidly comitted suidcide thanks for the extra breathing room
KramerTheWeird
24-12-03, 02:34
obviously you've never known anyone who has.
Originally posted by FuzzyDuck
Am I being stupid if I say I don't get it? what's that thing saying kill yourself?
You know how you're supposed to have a devil over one shoulder telling you what to do and an angel over the other. Well I'm guessing that's the angel.
Shadow Dancer
24-12-03, 02:50
Originally posted by KramerTheWeird
obviously you've never known anyone who has.
yup
Typical ignorance on his part.
That's why I rarely read "depression" or "help my life sucks/i'm sad/i need someone to talk to" type threads, because people are often jerks and insensitive and make silly comments like the one above. Often times people flame depressed or suicidal people because of their own fear deep downinside, and because of their lack of understanding. Bah, why should I waste my time.
The only reason I read this thread is because I thought it was about that insanity test with the racecar and the squirrel voice making those weird sounds, and if you laugh that means you're insane.
Anyways............
Originally posted by Mumblyfish
http://www.purplepussy.net/comics/puss20031219.jpg
hate all people you love in a river of blood
and dont forget the guns
youre gonna need em to
destroy always
destroy always
destroy yourself
yourself
destroy yourself if you don't get what you want
youre gonna really need em'
youre gonna really need em'
kill yourself because you dont get what you want
kill yourself because you dont get what you want
SUICIDE!!!!
Morons, slit up, not across!
KramerTheWeird
24-12-03, 02:57
honestly would everyone fuck off about the jokes about suicide.
The best thing you can do (until you can see a doctor) is find someone to talk to. Don't worry what people will think about you, since anyone who's going to judge you over how you're feeling is a pretty shitty friend to begin with. Once that's done, stay active. Go out with people, find a sport to play, anything. Take some time out if you need to be alone for a while, but even if you feel like you just want to be alone all the time (and believe me I know what I'm talking about) it helps to stay social.
The cartoon Mumbly posted was slightly amusing, but he was a twatting slapdick to post it in this context.
EDIT:
http://people.cornell.edu/pages/slp29/insane.html
I had to :p
Maybe this page will cheer you up and start to believe in GOD.
Click here to be saved by Jesus (http://www.objective.jesussave.us/kidz.html)
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Originally posted by Mumblyfish
http://www.purplepussy.net/comics/puss20031219.jpg
sex
Originally posted by Duder
Maybe this page will cheer you up and start to believe in GOD.
Click here to be saved by Jesus (http://www.objective.jesussave.us/kidz.html)
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Thanks for making me hate god more ;)
http://www.cafeshops.com/objectivemin/ O_o Do I smell a rip off?
Things that are nice to observe at that intraweb-site;
Habu's Corner
Spiritual Safety Tip
Creation Science Fun Fact
I love the creation science fun fact.
Did you know dinosaurs still roam the land and sea and that earth is only 10.000 years old????
Also that T-Rex's arnt carnivores, but herbivors that use their sharp teeth to shred plants? Yeah its hard to believe, BUT JESUS LOVES YOU.
well i think u *might* greatly misunderstood mumblyfish' point... but it doesn't matter anyway
Why is everyone taking everything so serious eh? Christmas depression is quite a normal thing, you just have to get used to it (and it's quite easy, after ten or more years you will forget what was this deppresion about haha).
And yeah, agree with Jack Scratch here completely. Turn off your computer and go out for some shopping/drinking/jogging (actually i prefer the last one, since i smoke i usually drop dead (dead... hahahaaha) after five min run hahaha)/whatever.
Life isn't such a beatiful thing as we might we think of it as children. So get used to it, plain and simple (or find some other way out... /bad taste, i know but i couldn't stop myself haha/)
*happy* (one way or another) christmas
az
Mumblyfish
24-12-03, 15:43
Originally posted by Xylaz
well i think u *might* greatly misunderstood mumblyfish' point... but it doesn't matter anyway
Heh... you win the medal. I suppose I should have explained why I posted that earlier, but (no offense meant) it's easier to jump to the "he's being a cunt" conclusion rather than asking what I'm inferring. And when I started getting flamed to hell and back I started losing the will to explain it. :angel:
So, here goes.
I feel for you. I know I may have come off as a pretentious bastard (in which case I'm sorry if I may have upset you), but I'm familiar with all those thoughts and feelings. Rest assured, everyone else gets them, it just comes with the pressure of the season. But here's a little bit of Jackanory before you can really understand why I posted that picture.
I too have been feeling down recently. In short, three weeks ago I started to feel lonely. I've been alone all Christmas, and all my time in school was spent speaking to the Sixth Form Counsellor because of being unable to cope with the workload rather than talking to friends. So, one morning, instead of walking to school, I walked in the opposite direction for just over two hours until I reached a nearby "beach" (although "cliff edge") would be more appropriate. There, I just sat and stared blankly ahead until it went dark, then I went home, ate some crap (couldn't be bothered to cook), and went to bed.
I did that for three days. Taking four hours out of my day, every day, to sit by this cliff in silence. When I did, all these negative thoughts and the loneliness really set in. I knew going there wasn't helping at all, it was a really macabre place. But I still went.
On the third day, at around midday, I got up and walked to the cliff edge. And started crying. I had never been so terrified in my life.
I was terrified because I just realised that I was about to jump off a cliff onto a rocky shore.
I ran straight home in a fit of tears, you know the drill. But then, I became so scared of WHAT I WOULD DO TO MYSELF, that I didn't want to go outside at all. So every morning I just stayed in bed, didn't even have the will to get up. I only surfaced to travel a few metres for a drink of water. I didn't really leave my bed for five days.
Five fucking days.
But at that point I decided to make an effort to cheer myself up. I'm a big fan of comics and art, so I started to read the archive of whatever webcomics I could find. However, this just made me feel more alone, as for therapy I was staring at a monitor all day.
Then I saw the comic I posted, not too long ago.
It all clicked into place. It could be just because of my outlook on the world, or that I'm an art/drama student who thinks about all this crap far too often... but the subtext in that simple little comic changed my life.
I was only feeling depressed when Christmas started to get near. I knew it was because of the time of year, and it was all because I wasn't thinking of Christmas as I should. When I was depressed, I believed that Christmas was all about relaxing, being near my family, and socialising. Because I was alone and bogged down with work, I wasn't doing any of that.
As far as I see, the comic doesn't infer that "If you're depressed, kill yourself"... but rather "WHY are you depressed?" Let me explain. The puppy in the comic is crying to herself, singing Merry Christmas. This would indicate that she's alone, and the empty present suggests that she didn't get any gifts. To most, the "kill yourself" comment at the end would seem like a crude joke. I saw it as a lesson. I think that it's a comment on the true spirit of Christmas. The puppy is crying because she isn't getting gifts or attention, but Purple is telling said puppy that it isn't the spirit of Christmas. Rather, just stop whining about how bad your life is and be happy.
I'm terrible at explaining stuff like that, but I hope I at least showed the gist of what I feel the comic was about.
After reading that comic, I realised that all my fears were unfounded, I was getting down because I was buying into the Commercial Christmas. Instead, I should just be happy. Isn't that the spirit of the season?
So here I am. A much happier person because of one crude comic.
its ok.. i talked to a few m8s.. gonna go get pissed new years eve rather than blowing off arms and legs..
i went to talk to a doc, he didnt have much time, but he gave me some pills to relax.. and i feel better now..
i got ups and down pretty often.. kind of living in La La Land and then a cruel person comes and tells me to get serious.. those two just dont mix.. so i got like way lower than ever before...
but thx for explaining.. i never really understood the comic..
thx for all the help. i really appreciate it.
Originally posted by Mumblyfish
So every morning I just stayed in bed, didn't even have the will to get up. I only surfaced to travel a few metres for a drink of water. I didn't really leave my bed for five days.
Five fucking days.
Did that about a week ago for 8 days.
Now I'm home alone on Christmas Day because I was too depressed to go with my wife to her sisters house for dinner.
So I'm trying to find clinics that treat depression naturally and can wean me off these prescriptions that I've been on for 7 years.
Search isn't going well and I just keep thinking of my wife when she left an hour ago with tears in her eyes.
Last year was the same thing, but we told ourselves that this year would be different because we would find something that worked for me.
Anyway, enough of that.
My point is, I and many of us have been or are there.
Mumblyfish
25-12-03, 23:27
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shodanjr_gr
25-12-03, 23:33
Originally posted by Seven
Did that about a week ago for 8 days.
Now I'm home alone on Christmas Day because I was too depressed to go with my wife to her sisters house for dinner.
So I'm trying to find clinics that treat depression naturally and can wean me off these prescriptions that I've been on for 7 years.
Search isn't going well and I just keep thinking of my wife when she left an hour ago with tears in her eyes.
Last year was the same thing, but we told ourselves that this year would be different because we would find something that worked for me.
Anyway, enough of that.
My point is, I and many of us have been or are there.
Well im not that serious but for various reasons i also get depressed during christmass so i can feel for ya man.
Nightbrother
25-12-03, 23:54
Something I wrote once I was rather moody:
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Slinking our way through this dismal pit of illusory bliss,
the loudest of our pitiful and ridiculous screams,
never amounting to more than a snakelike hiss,
none of us are more than the other deems.
Take comfort, but be not content, in this nonsensical universe,
humans gibber on and on about their misery.
My peace is strict, my heart a lonely and patient one,
only few appreciate what they can't see.
I refuse to not see the larger picture.
The louder the scream,
the more sad the noise,
stifle your moaning, son,
dead is the world,
and so are you.
Life and death are one.
Be silent and you can hear the deep sound,
flail your arms, and you'll still hit the ground.
In this world you can't fly,
except if you just sit down,
and don't even try.
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To me it's about trying to find out what makes you happy, and learning how to stay happy once you are.
MERRY X-MAS Everyone!
P.S. Naimex, I dunno where in DK you are, but if you get too insane, I'll come visit you and we can be insane together. :)
KramerTheWeird
26-12-03, 05:16
Mumblyfish, please check your PM.
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