*sigh*

[QuantumDelta]

I suspect this'll be closed because of spam, heh, most probably because I don't have the words to post my thoughts...

Someone made threats on my physical well being tonight.
*Sigh*

To some, this'll be meaning less.
To a lot, this will speak volumes.
Depends on how well you keep up with recent events...

Memories concern
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safer in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

Cultured my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I have no options left again

I dont want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

I'll paint it on the walls
Cuz I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit tonight

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I’ve kept locked away
No one can never see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played

[If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave, I would

If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave]

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward
So there'd never be a past

[If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave, I would

If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave]

Just watching it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don’t feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change

It's easier to run,
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run
[If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made]

It's easier to go
[If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame
To the grave]

[Oath]

I hope you reported them, wether it was rl or ingame or on forums.

I havent kept up wit recent events, but i kinda get what its about, although i think it has a different meaning and story when i read it heh.

But yeah.

Oath.

[QuantumDelta]

Everyone involved or not on every side will get something different out of the two songs.

I'm not reporting him, I didn't take screens, either...

I think I'll be taking my semi-break from 'cron a little more seriously...

...It is song lyrics....two songs, expressing feelings as best I probably could.
Just don't have the words.

[Cryotchekk]

sound more like song lyrics to me. i wouldnt be concerned by it, think about it - its prolly a 14 yr old trying to be goth and act hard.

[*ph33r*]

Linkin Park - Breaking the habit and Numb I think ;)

[Nidhogg]

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